Populate this blog. The big thing right now is to focus, focus….my mind digresses to the shiny lights left and right. It’s like a candy store and there is an ultimatum to choose in 5 seconds. I cannot do it. I get no candy. I am writing with indecision, with sidetrackedness, with digital pop ups. This site needs to populate. This dream needs to rise from ashen and cackles of madness, like the eggs in one basket Frankenstein. I need to risk more. I need to disfigure me. Drop school. Kill. Raise the bar. The glass. My own body from mediocrity and sleeping when I am suppose to. Curfew-ed. Oh no! Tell my folks. I will James Dean them. More coherency to follow.